hmm..

I didn't want to ADMIT it.  It was easier to LIE.  Hide the HURT and EMPTINESS to SMILE instead of CRY.

~war~

the person who declared war is the weakest person.. ouh.. ouh.. its hurt, deep inside but we do have our own limitations in accepting others' deeds towards us.. huuu

~baby don't you break my heart slow~

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you mean
Do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you'd sing to me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you say 
Do you say what you mean 
When you say our love could last forever 

Cause I'd rather you be mean than love and lie 
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye 
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know 
But baby don't you break my heart slow 

You would run around and lead me on forever 
While I stay at home still thinking we're together 
I wanted our love to last forever 

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie 
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye 
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know 
But baby don't you break my heart slow 
Baby don't you break my heart slow

~apple~

i ate APPLE every day since last week.. n i stop took it since las 2 days.. started to develop cough, running nose n fever since yesterday.. the ulcer under my tongue is gettin bigger.. n its sooo painful.. d insertion of Nasogastric tube into my nose n oesophagus worsen my cough n flu.. i cant stand this nymore.. yet lotsa assignment nd to be done.. *sigh

~ an APPLE a day doesn't keeps the doctor away.. *haaachiuuuuuum*~

~You are d APPLE of my eye n i nd u now Mr. Vampire~ 

~life~

Dont let sumone become priority in your life when you are just an option in their life..

~trust~

trust is like a vase.. 

once its broken, 

though u can fix it, 

the vase will never be same again..

~a year without rain~

Oooh Oooh Ooooooohhhhhhh Ohhhhh 


Can you feel me 
When I think about you 
With every breath I take 
Every minute 
No matter what I do 
My world is an empty place 

Like I've been wonderin the desert 
For a thousand days ( Ohhh ) 
Don't know if it's a mirage 
But I always see your faaaaaaace, baby 

I'm missing you so much 
Can't help it, I'm in love 
A day without you is like a year without rain 
I need you by my side 
Don't know how I'll survive 
A day without you is like a year without raaaaaain 
Oooohhhhhhh, Wooaaah wooaah wooaah 

The stars are burning 
I hear your voice in my mind ( Voice In My Mind ) 
Can't you hear me calling 
My heart is yearning 
Like the ocean that's running dry 
Catch me I'm falling 

It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet 
Won't you save me 

There's gonna be a monsoon 
When you get back to me 
Ohhhh baabyyyy 


I'm missing you so much 
Can't help it, I'm in love (love) 
A day without you is like a year without rain 
I need you by my side (side) 
Don't know how I will survive 
A day without you is like a year without raaaaaain 
Ohohouh, Wooaaah wooaah wooaah 



So let this drought come to an end 
And may this desert flower again 
I'm so glad you found me 
Stick around me 
Baby, baby, baby Ooooh 
It's a world of wonder 
With you in my life 
So hurry baby don't waste no more time 
I need you here 
I cannot explain 
The day without you 
It's like a year without raaaaain 

Ooooohhh 

I'm missing you so much (much) 
Can't help it, I'm in love 
A day without you is like a year without rain 
I need you by my side (side) 
Don't know how I'll survive 
A day without you is like a year without rain 
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh 
Ooohh, Ooooooooouuhh

Cinderella Story - I'll be

OMG~ reli hope dat sumone will sing diz song to me.. *mode-perasan* :P HAHAHA

~cuppies~

Ejay love Linda.. specially dedicated to em for their weds.. :)

3rd time of making fondant!! wah!! its tiring weyh!! tercabut bahu uli fondant n ni 1st time jadik.. weeeeeee simple jek coz xlarat da.. penat.. huk3..

 neway enjoy doing diz.. d weds is on 7th of nov..

*Alhamdulillah pass my ospe.. :) for the others, try ur bes k.. korg blaja lebey dr ktorg.. huhu..

~love~

What I needed most was to love 

and to be loved, 

eager to be caught. 

Happily I wrapped those painful 

bonds around me; and sure enough, 

I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers 

or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, 

by burst of anger and quarrels.

~neutral~

be neutral.. dont hate people coz u might love them even more sooner or later.. so be neutral.. :)

~Paramore - Decode [Piano Version]~

How can I decide on what's right? 
When you're clouding up my mind 
I can't win your losing fight all the time 
Nor could I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides 
But you won't take away my pride 
No not this time 
Not this time 

How did we get here? 
When I used to know you so well 
How did we get here? 
Well, I think I know 

The truth is hiding in your eyes 
And it's hanging on your tongue 
Just boiling in my blood, 
But you think that I can't see 
What kind of man that you are 
If you're a man at all 

Well, I will figure this one out on my own 
(I'm screaming "I love you so.")
On my own
(My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here? 
When I used to know you so well, yeah 
How did we get here? 
Well, I think I know 

Do you see what we've done? 
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves 
Do you see what we've done? 
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves 

Yeah, Yeah

How did we get here? 
When I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah 
How did we get here? 
When I used to know you so well

I think I know 
I think I know 
There is something I see in you 
It might kill me, 
I want it to be true



T.T its awesome! this piano version suits d lyric.. d lyric.. ouh.. T.T

~sorry~

 Among the reasons people keep 

sad stories to themselves 

is that they do not want anyone 

to feel sorry for them. I don't. 

I don't want you to feel sorry for me. 

:)

you are not alone.. whatever/whenever/wherever sumtin dat we dowan it to be happened do happen to us, be patient but dont hate people coz its not worth it.. smile to them n one day, they will definately remember d gud side of u.. n they wud feel regret for the rest of their life if he/she doesnt get ur apologize.. but dont do dat to them.. dont be dat cruel gang.. its not worth it.. trust me.. :)

~ to whom it may concern~

Bersabarlah sayang..

Dont tell God how big ur problems are.. tell your problems how big God is.. 

we r juz d same.. love u.. indeed..lotsa peeps love u.. if anything juz let me noe k?? i care bout u n i can feel you.. :) as u said.. imma gud actress who noes how to hide my real feeling n yes i agree wif u.. imma drama queen.. dont be like me coz ull get hurt but if dat is d bes, come n follow my steps.. LOL cheer up!! :) juz pray for d bes k.. :)

~cupcakes~

i bake moist choc cupcakes today n it's freaking delicious.. OMG~ :) i bake it juz bcoz im craving for choc but since there's no choc in my house, thus i make d decision to bake moist choc cupcakes n i ate alot.. heeee
abes la gemok2 lg pas ni.. huk3 gym~ here i come! :)

~i'll stop~

Im giving up.. thanx alot though..

~when the last teardrops fall~

Its so hard, to lose the one you love,

to finally have to say goodbye,

you try to be strong, but the pain keeps holding on,

and all that you can do is cry,

deep within your heart you know it's time to move on,

when the fairytale you once knew is gone,

When the last teardrop fall,

i'll still be holding on to all of our memories,

and all of what used to be,

When the last teardrop fall,

i will stand tall and know that you're here with me,

in my heart...

when the last teardrop fall.......

So now i'm alone and life keeps moving on, 

but my destination's still unknown,

will there be a time when i'll fall in love again?

when i was mean to walk these streets alone,

if there was just one wish i could be granted here tonight,

it would be to have you right back by my side..

When the last teardrop fall,

i'll still be holding on to all of our memories,

and all of what used to be.

When the last teardrop fall,

i will stand tall and know that you're here with me,

in my heart...

when the last teardrop fall.......

Now its time for me to find my happiness again, 

but the emptiness from missing you, 

will never ever end, baby..

~MSN 3~

DISASTER!! T.T

~a place in this world~

I dont know what i want, So dont ask me, cause im still trying to figure it out. 

Don't know what's down this road, 

im just walking.

Trying to see through the rain coming down.

Even though im not the only one,

that feels the way i do.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.

I'll be strong, i'll be wrong,

Oh, but life goes on. 

Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans,

And im wearing my heart on my sleeve. Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine.

Can you tell me what more do i need? 

And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah, 

but that's okay.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.

I'll be strong, i'll be wrong,

Oh, but life goes on. 

Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

Maybe im just a girl on a mission, 

but im ready to fly.

Im alone, on my own, and that's all i know.

Oh, i'll be strong, i'll be wrong.

Oh, but life goes on.

Oh, im alone, on my own, 

and that's all i know. 

Oh, im just a girl, trying to find a place in this world.

Oh, im just a girl.

Oh, im just a girl.

Oh, oh.

Oh, im just a girl.