hmm..

I didn't want to ADMIT it.  It was easier to LIE.  Hide the HURT and EMPTINESS to SMILE instead of CRY.

~war~

the person who declared war is the weakest person.. ouh.. ouh.. its hurt, deep inside but we do have our own limitations in accepting others' deeds towards us.. huuu

~baby don't you break my heart slow~

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you mean
Do you mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you'd sing to me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken do you say 
Do you say what you mean 
When you say our love could last forever 

Cause I'd rather you be mean than love and lie 
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye 
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know 
But baby don't you break my heart slow 

You would run around and lead me on forever 
While I stay at home still thinking we're together 
I wanted our love to last forever 

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie 
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye 
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know 
But baby don't you break my heart slow 
Baby don't you break my heart slow